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I'm very tired at the moment but before stumbling into bed I had to come and have a looksie and decided to do this meme from
theidolhands who also somehow managed to get in there twice...very odd. St Min also managed it *raises eyebrow* eh, to tired to consider right now.
*Giggle* Oh well, have to go now as sleep is becoming essential..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I will reply to others posts when I wake up.
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*Giggle* Oh well, have to go now as sleep is becoming essential..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I will reply to others posts when I wake up.
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Date: 2006-06-11 10:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-06-12 12:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-06-12 05:07 am (UTC)You're damn right I'm always first into the fray. BWHAHAHA. And it would only make sense that I'd be in Davy Jones' nasty locker at the moment.
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Date: 2006-06-12 12:18 pm (UTC)Eeek, *hides away from Davey Jones'* Scary! *Smile*
I have ruthlessly pursued your ship, haven't I? *grins*
Date: 2006-06-12 11:36 pm (UTC)How are ya doing? How was your sleep? *smiles*
I wish you peace.
*Snigger* I haven't really tried to run that much
Date: 2006-06-13 01:38 pm (UTC)My sleep was wonderful, relaxing just plain fab. I really don't sleep enough these days.
I'm doing...*Frowns* Interesting. My relationship with my mother isn't happy at the moment. I was going to do a post about it but I don't think I will after all. Its just...like I said to you I'm not what she wants me to be and, yeah its a bit dodgy. My Nan's gotten ill, its nothing too bad but after my exams I'm gonna go up there and look after her. One of my friends has gotten meningitus which is terrifying but its the bacterial version not the viral version so she's going to be ok. And my exams are hell but I'll survive. But I actually feel pretty good considering I miss Matt so much my heart breaks but I also remember his beautiful smile, I should be used to my mother, though I'm worried about my nan and friend they are both going to be ok and theres nothing I can do about exams...so not too bad. *Sigh* I'm just a disaster area but I'm still positive. And even better I haven't killed anyone whilst driving yet!
I hope that you are doing well! I throw fairy dust in your direction!
*Smile*
Knee deep in fairy dust
Date: 2006-06-14 01:57 am (UTC)*makes a knowing sigh* Relationships with parents can be tricky. As difficult at things are with my father, I'm very lucky for my mom's usual attitude of embracing what I'm interested in. Could...you take an interest in something of hers? Or is distance best for now? Things CAN work each other out in the most unexpected of ways sometimes, there may be strife, but do hold on to that hope. You'll probably have years of up and down, that seems to be normal. Times when she drives you crazy and times when you love her silly. I think it's practice for our own relationships later in life. After all, marriages have thier ups and downs, their gives and takes and compromisses. Her need for you to be something other than you are is probably an urge to fufill one of her own youthful wishes that she feels can no longer be accomplished.
I am VERy sorry about your Nan and your friend, but I'm grateful that they both have you to say something caring to them. You just remember to reserve some of that love and some quiet moments of time to yourself and your own thoughts. I bet those exams are hell. I'm really impressed that you are trying to cope with everything. I know it ain't easy.
I think of Matt in the same way that you do. *smile*
Re: Knee deep in fairy dust
Date: 2006-06-14 09:54 am (UTC)I try with my mother, read the same books, watch the same movies and it means that we can talk about things for a little while. I think it'll be better when I move out because then we won't be under each others feet all of the time. Space can take away the friction. It will be fine *Smile*
Eh, time for myself? *laugh* Whats that?! Nah, I do have my quiet moments but generally life seems to be dragging me along for the ride. And the exams...*snort* yeah I'm fairly certain I failed psychology but hopefully it won't affect me that much.