Stop the world, I wanna get off!

[velvetina_belle]

Why yes, I am now back at University. Is it as bad as I was fearing? Yes and No. However, if this is the way that 2011 has decided to start I think I'll just skip this year.

I hope that everyone had a fantastic Christmas and a wonderful New Year, and that Jan had treated you all well so far! I wanted to say thanks to all of you who I recieved cards from - I have kept them all and look at them when I am feeling down. It works wonders!

School's started up again, and other than the misery of housemates continuing - I am mostly just avoiding people at the moment and that is working well for me - school itself is okay. I am lucky enough to know that one of my Prof's really likes me and the other one seems rather excellent, freakishly smart but very funny and interesting all the same. I was also planning ahead for once in my life so I got ahead on my reading by a week, which will hopefully make essay period that little less stressful! Here's hoping, right?!

A few people have been unlucky enough to deal with me when real life is terrifying me. I send my heart to rroselavy  and theskywasblue who have both spent time calming me down when I've started to panic about the fact I have to enter the real world in about five months time. What the frick?! What does the world mean I have to be responsible and get a job and work and blah. I've started to apply for many things and would love for some of them to come through, even if I get rejected. I just hate sitting here not knowing!

As a quick in the teeth I also found out today that my best friend has been dumped by his fiancee and he is now homeless. There are steps that can be take but seriously thanks 2011 you've been RUBBISH so far.

Ahaha, I promise I'm not that bitter!

And yes, I am planning on attending many yoga sessions and pilates classes and I have booked a massage.

 
Best moment of the year so far? Sitting in my 18th Cent Literature class talking about Phillis Wheatly, this very middle class girl suddenly starts banging on the table screaming about how none of us know how hard it must have been for the authoress to be black and abused and how dare we talk about her work without understanding. Even the Prof found it hard not to crack up, I have a feeling its going to be an entertaining class.

Comments

[theskywasblue]

*massive huggles*

Hang in there sweetie! Everything will be okay, I'm sure of it. And you know I'm always here to help you if you need it.

Love you xxx

[velvetina_belle]

Thank you. You're very very sweet to me. I don't know what I'd do without you letting me rant at you!

[theskywasblue]

You can rant at me all you want. I rant at you plenty, remember! *huggles* so we're equal.

And as if I could be anything but sweet to you - you're the light of my life!

Mwahahahaha *smooches and runs*

[jenniebart]

**hugs** I hope 2011 smartens the hell up and starts treating you proper! ♥

[velvetina_belle]

Aww thank you, I'm sure it will its just shit seems to have happened at once (my health has been bad bad) so I'm only looking at things in a negative light. I'm sure things will work out. **huggles**

[jenniebart]

Hn...seems to be the way it goes...it likes to all pile up at once and just be a general, stressful pain.

I hope they do, too, and I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, too. (And feel better! **shakes fist menacingly at your health** It had better smarten up, too! LOL)

♥

[caeseria]

Glad to hear you are okay even if it seems the world as been a bit pants to you lately :(

That Lit class must have been awesomely hilarious! I wonder what she's going to do next?! ♥

[velvetina_belle]

The world is just a bit pants in general. Also who decided writing a CV had to be so fricking hard?! RL is a pain in the ass!

However the Lit class was beautiful. Even the prof thinks she's a freak. Today she didn't turn up so we were all disappointed, but I shall keep things updated on her!

However my Literature of Terror prof did start talking about bondage today so that entertained me instead.

[svana_vrika]

*hugs you lots* I'm sorry things have been so icky as of late. Hopefully the year starts turning around for you! You deserve nothing but happiness, and I hope it finds its way to you soon, Love. <3

[velvetina_belle]

^__^ You are just the sweetest person ever. Thank you so much, I hope things are going well for you. I've been sending good wishes your way!

[macavitykitsune]

*HUGS HUGS HUGS HUGS*

You're so not the only one freaking out about entering the Real World(TM) right now! But you'll be awesome, I know it ♥ Take care, you!

[velvetina_belle]

**nestles** Yay hug!!

Real World is frickin' scary. Like woah, who put that big ass ball of craziness in my future. But you're right, everything will get dealt with one way or another.

**hugs** You take care too!